Camping was ok… I did better than I thought I would. We left a day early because there were forest fires near enough to make our camp sight very smoky and it really bothered my poor eye. Had a check up with the ENT this week, nothing new to say. I am beat after camping and all of the stress of my grandfather passing. I told my son about it on Tuesday… poor little guy. How do you make that one all better? On top of all of this, his father has decided that he wants to start a custody disagreement right now. My nerves can’t take all of this. I am starting antidepressants and am taking lorazempam for anxiety and insomnia. I am a mess. My hair is starting to fall out! That is all I need right now. I feel bad enough about myself as it is!