Woke up this morning after another crazy nightmare. Now I don't know if anyone else has experienced these during their illness but I have been having some of the strangest dreams over the last few weeks. It's the first time I have mentioned it in my diary and I should really have told you about it earlier so I'm sorry guys.
I won't go into the details of the dream (no it wasn't like that!) because it was so surreal that you would think "WHAT THE..." but believe me it scared the hell outta me! It might just be me but I have found that whenever I am quite ill my mind goes a bit loopy loo during the night. Hehehe.
Well the rash is a little more pronounced on the left today but at least ENT will have something to scratch their heads about tomorrow! Let them earn their money eh? Nah, they've been really good over the duration of my illness so my thanks really goes out to them.
The paralysis is slowly leaving my face and I am feeling 'less tight' around the cheek area today. Still can't blow and hold air or wink independently but I am happy with any kind of progress. Can't grumble if things are improving can I?
No aches or pains today but I'm still a wee bit dizzy. Stairs are still a challenge and that seems to be the best indicator of progress. The other indicators are trying to stay upright in the dark and shaking my head violently without collapsing in a heap... but that's just stupid! Hehehehee. Another thing I haven't mentioned in the diary is the sense of falling when I close my eye (remember the other one is taped down!) to go to sleep. You know when you having falling dreams? Well I am getting that feeling quite often just by closing my eye in bed. Not funny really because I have tried to see how far I can fall and I end up jumping out of my skin and nearly being sick because of the dizziness! Hahahaaha.
Well I have managed to work on a couple of websites today, fix a PC and a laptop so it's been quite productive. As long as I can stay in one position I am reasonably comfortable but the eye strain is a slight problem. I really want to get back to work ASAP but the travelling and moving about makes that an impossibility for now and that really annoys me.
Anyway let's see what the doc has to say to me tomorrow as these spots aren't going. I am though... so see ya!

